We’ll stay online!

Well, there you go.
Dr. Christian Vollrath seems to be right in many points and through a nice psychological trick I had the opportunity to meet some of my fellow personalities inside the circle. ūüôā
I will investigate how far I can trust the people here in Bad D√ľrkheim, but what I got to know and see in the last days forces me to review everything that has happened in the last years.
The answer to the question about the motto ‚ÄúInside the Circle‚ÄĚ is to be found in my full name. And I bet you don‚Äôt need long to find this out, since you all know what an anagram is. It‚Äôs as if I already knew it for quite a while!
I am sure we will read from each other, since they can’t keep me from accessing computers, as you can see.

Sid Ethel Circine
alias Jabberwocky

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Die Causa SEC

Sehr geehrte Damen und Herren,

ich möchte mich und mein Anliegen kurz vorstellen. Bitte haben Sie Nachsicht mit mir, da ich nicht mit Medien wie dem Internet aufgewachsen bin, mag Ihnen meine Ausdrucksweise vielleicht antiquiert vorkommen. Allerdings es geht in diesem Fall nicht um die Form Рsondern vielmehr um den Inhalt.

Mein Name ist Vollrath, Dr. Christian Vollrath. Ich bin Psychiater der AHG Klinik f√ľr Psychosomatik in Bad D√ľrkheim. Mein Spezialgebiet sind Dissoziative Pers√∂nlichkeitsst√∂rungen, h√§ufig auch Multiple Pers√∂nlichkeitsst√∂rung genannt.

Bei einer Dissoziativen Pers√∂nlichkeitsst√∂rung k√∂nnen durch Traumata ganze Teile der Pers√∂nlichkeit eines Menschen abgespalten werden. Dies ist eine Art Ged√§chtnisverlust. In unterschiedlichen Situationen treten dann solche Teilpers√∂nlichkeiten ‚Äď wie ich sie nenne – auf, welche oftmals √ľberhaupt keinen Bezug zueinander und folglich auch keine Kenntnis voneinander haben.

Aufgrund besorgniserregender Eintr√§ge in diesem Online-Tagebuch f√ľhle ich mich veranlasst, Ihnen – den Lesern dieses Internet-Tagebuches die folgenden Informationen zukommen zu lassen.

Vor einiger Zeit wurde bei uns in der AHG Klinik ein Patient aufgenommen, den ich SEC nennen m√∂chte, da ich seine Identit√§t zu sch√ľtzen verpflichtet bin.

Wir haben bisher nicht herausgefunden, wie viele Teilpers√∂nlichkeiten der Patient SEC besitzt. Klar ist jedoch, dass es sich bei ihm um einen ebenso komplizierten wie seltsamen Fall handelt. Die meisten seiner Teilpers√∂nlichkeiten scheinen v√∂llig von den anderen abgespalten zu sein. Interessant ist dabei, dass bei SEC die Teilpers√∂nlichkeiten unterschiedliche Sprachen sprechen ‚Äď insbesondere Englisch, Franz√∂sisch und Deutsch.

Ich muss Ihnen mitteilen, dass wir bereits sicher festgestellt haben, dass mehrere Autoren dieses Online -Tagebuches zum Kreis der Teilpers√∂nlichkeiten von Patient SEC geh√∂ren. Wir haben sein Einverst√§ndnis, Sie dar√ľber zu informieren. Die folgenden Autoren geh√∂ren zu SECs Teilpers√∂nlichkeiten:

Jabberwocky ‚Äď offenbar eine der Hauptpers√∂nlichkeiten, auch wenn Jabberwocky lediglich ein Pseudonym ist.

Lubre ‚Äď sehr wortkarg, aber offenbar eine Art ‚ÄěHacker‚Äú. Jemand mit √ľberdurchschnittlichen computertechnischen Kenntnissen und F√§higkeiten, wie ich mir habe erl√§utern lassen.

Doublelle und Tintin
‚Äď zwei relativ paranoide Zeitgenossen.

Maagal ‚Äď der hier nat√ľrlich nicht vergessen werden darf. Diese Teilpers√∂nlichkeit ist mit Pandore wohl einer der Wenigen, der von den anderen Teilpers√∂nlichkeiten wei√ü. Maagal scheint auch ein eher √ľberheblicher Charakter zu sein, der sich durch das Wissen √ľber die ‚ÄěAnderen‚Äú und durch seine Hackerf√§higkeiten, die er mit Lubre teilt, m√§chtig f√ľhlt.
Entgegen der Annahme des Autors Victor, der wohl kein Teil von SEC ist, sind Maagal und Lubre trotz ihrer ähnlichen Arbeitsmethoden zwar nicht zwei Personen, aber doch zwei Teilpersönlichkeiten von SEC, was in etwa zwei Personen gleich kommt.

Delenn ‚Äď eine weitere Teilpers√∂nlichkeit ist zur√ľckhaltender als Maagal, auch wenn sie √ľber die ‚ÄěAnderen‚Äú Bescheid wei√ü. Delenns Aussage √ľber Sterbliche und Unsterbliche gibt uns allerdings noch zu denken. Die Vermutung liegt nahe, dass es Teilpers√∂nlichkeiten von SEC gibt, wie Maagal und Jabberwocky, die immer in SEC bestehen werden, andere wie Delenn sind von einem untergeordneten Rang und DodoBird k√∂nnte ein Beispiel von einer ‚Äěentsorgten‚Äú Teilpers√∂nlichkeit sein. Besagter DodoBird k√∂nnte demnach zu den sterblichen Teilpers√∂nlichkeiten von SEC geh√∂rt haben. Diese Theorie m√ľssen wir jedoch noch verifizieren.

Es bleibt allerdings zu vermuten, dass eine der Teilpers√∂nlichkeiten f√ľr solche und andere √§hnlich gewaltt√§tige Handlungen verantwortlich ist. Dabei handelt es sich jedoch nicht Maagal, der sich eher auf das Schwingen gro√üer Reden als aufs aktive Handeln versteht.

Warum SEC sich, in der Teilpers√∂nlichkeit von Jabberwocky – allerdings ohne das Wissen um den Kreis seiner weiteren Teilpers√∂nlichkeiten, das Motto ‚ÄěInside the Circle‚Äú gew√§hlt hat ist noch unklar. Es k√∂nnte ihm von Maagal oder einem ‚ÄěWissenden‚Äú zugespielt worden sein. Doch auch dies bleibt bislang nur eine Vermutung.

Ich hoffe, Sie hiermit ausreichend informiert zu haben und dass ich mit Hilfe verschiedener Argumente die kursierenden Verschwörungstheorien dieses Online-Tagebuches entkräften sowie die Identität einiger Autoren aufklären konnte.

Sollten irgendwelche polizeilichen Ermittlungen gegen die genannten ‚ÄěPersonen‚Äú anstehen, wenden sie sich bitte vertrauensvoll an unsere Klinik.

Hochachtungsvoll
Ihr Dr. Christian Vollrath

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It’s time that we analyze ourselves and our evidence

Dear Friends,

DodoBird wrote a strange letter – first a lot of text telling that the whole Circle thing is just imagination and not real, and then, in the end, just like a bad joke, pretends to have seen men dressed in black at the door and then to have dropped his head on the keyboard. (Hey, but that can’t have actually happened – had DodoBird really dropped on the keyboard, how could he have pressed the send button?) So I think that wasn’t really just a bad joke, but a way to show us how far we have got. After all, DodoBird is quite right – whatever we had up to now, was mostly just feelings and thoughts, but hardly any hard evidence. I think it’s time that we analyze ourselves and our evidence before we continue.

Except this psychic “Maagal” who writes poems and thinks of himself as a kind of god (Lubre, how did this guy manage – again!!! – to get into our blog??? Was Victor right that Maagal managed to use your account as well?), at least the other persons, including myself, appear to be actually worried about the situation.

Besides Delenn, also our new member Annie seems to believe that Maagal is really a superhuman being, but hopes to outwit him. Well, whoever the Circle is, maybe we can really outwit them. One thing which no other known being has ever managed to be as good at as humans, is adapting to situations very fast.

What about Oc√©ane? She tells us that she has been hypnotized in an almost romantic way by Maagal. And she has been asked to participate in the Circle. But still, she told us about that in our blog. Doesn’t that show how strong we actually are?

Tintin has dreamed up a strange second life – having killed two pickpockets with his bare hands and then disposed of their bodies, just because he thought they were Circle agents – we all know him, he could never really have done such a thing. But however, he does seem to have manipulated his own mind into a certain state of madness, in the hope that the Circle could not read his brain. This method is actually well-known by victims of torture: go mad so that you can’t give any important information away, no matter what they do to you. This has been described in various places, e.g. in the book “Menschen wie G√∂tter” by Sergei Snegow, written and published between 1966 and 1977. But Tintin now needs our help to get out of this state of mind. I do understand his personal fear, so I see why he did it. But he will be able to do more for us and against the Circle when he’s healthy again.

I want to put this as a warning for all of us: We should NEVER, out of personal fear (that someone might read our mind or induce wrong memories), go mad on purpose – we need to keep a healthy brain in order to be able to fight. We should not be that egoistic, just to save our own lives (anyway, what life would that be, as a mad one). After all, we are fighting for the good of mankind and humanity, and maybe for more.

Jabberwocky luckily seems to have kept his mind healthy. These d√©j√†-vus might really originate from someone trying to do something to his mind. And similar things seem to have happened to others. But we should keep in mind that “doing something to someone’s mind” does not necessarily imply that we are facing a kind of external super-beings, or aliens with a very advanced technology. I consider it far more likely that normal humans try to control our world more and more. The technology is there, in principle. With drugs or hypnosis is only one way to influence people’s minds. We all know about hidden TV commercials with pictures of a product, but because it’s just one out of many pictures in a continuous movie, we don’t consciously notice that we have seen an advert, and later in a shop wonder where we have seen this new product before. I believe our enemy is as human as we are, and probably more determined. Let’s find them, and publish their names everywhere!

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Don’t waste your time

Well guys, I think we’re back to square one. To the best of my knowledge we haven’t gotten anywhere yet. That’s right, until today we haven’t been able to reach a single goal that we had set ourselves. The only thing that we’ve managed to do so far is to create a group of paranoid nutcases, some of which believe that they are some kind of god, others who believe that they met this supposed god, another batch of poor devils who’ve completely lost their minds and live on the streets, and another group of hesitant followers who don’t have a clue about what on earth is going on.

The truth is that we’ve not found a single piece of tangible scientific evidence of this so called Circle. Yes guys, there are no hard facts to support such a theory, no object nor written text that can be directly linked to this far-fetched story. As a group of journalists, we totally failed to apply the basic principle taught at school: “Always check the source data”. Indeed, if we try to check the source data, which I bet nobody has done so far, it all comes down to one thing: unproven statements from anonymous witnesses on a blog which is lost somewhere on the internet. Now that’s very far from what can qualify as a serious search, don’t you agree ?

So we have to face it. This story of a Circle is bogus. It should be accepted as a myth, just like Atlantis, UFO’s, the Bermuda Triangle and time travel. Sure, we all want to believe that they exist, including me, but unfortunately … they don’t ! I know it might sadden many of you to read those lines, but that’s the way it is. Oh yes and I forgot to mention Big Foot and the Abominable Snow Man : they don’t exist either. So it goes for the Circle. It’s nothing more but a fancy legend which is just good for the birds.

So unless you wish to waste more of your precious time, I suggest that we call off this nonsensical enquiry and go back to our day-to-day business. I mean after all, I have work to finish and a target of files to reach before December 21st 2012, day on which the Mayan calendar comes to end and marks the real end of the world. At least, this end-of-the-world prophecy is based on a physical artifact : the stone calendar which is universally accepted by mainstream archaeologists.

Please excuse me for a second, there are two men dressed in black knocking at my door. I will be back to you in a sefehfiuurogi0t0b^th95063ng9f0 u90ejkz 64rtngf548795gunvnkd8e vbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb

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An eye for an eye

This is the first time I address myself to you and try to participate in your blog. I have been postponing the decision to uncover my thoughts and explain what had happened to me. After all, I really doubt reading your news that there is anybody out there in a position to help me, but I am confident that those among us on the good side are able to react if not together at least coherently.

There are many ways we could complete our work of increasing the public awareness of the dangers of the circle and its allies and prevent its slaves from their destructive work. I have provided myself with the new technology in intelligent phones and tablets which makes accessible a security system that only allows the start up after a photocell recognises the iris of the true owner. Thereafter an additional password is also required. The whole thing is very sophisticated and it may help any of you (I hope above all the good ones) to act and react.

As for M, the behemoth is slow in reactions if we keep agile and clever.

Shall I finish this note with all my best to you the best?

Annie

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Return of Maagal

Vous m ‘avez connu flamboyant et soleil,
I was your Maagal all flames and sun,
Manipulateur et fervent comme une abeille,
Catching each of your souls whilst on the run
√Ä vous enfermer dans l’emprise de mes vaines merveilles.
I knew all your marvels past present or not yet done
Il vous suffisait alors de suivre mes conseils.
I took from you the worries, you just could have your fun.

Mais Margaret a su fendre mon envol à toutes voiles
Came Margaret with pills stopped my flight afar
Qui me portait si haut vers d’infinies √©toiles.
Stopped my fight with you to offer you a shining star.
Maitre du monde en toute ma substantifique moelle.
I, Master of thy world which nothing could bar.a
Mais je ne rêve plus que de vieillesse ensemble au coin du poêle.
Now I dream only of old days with my beloved sitting at a bar.

J’ai trouv√© mon but, l’essence de mon √Ęme.
I have found my truth, the yeast of my life
Vous ne m’int√©ressez plus, j’aime enfin une femme
She is my source, my future, my soul, my wife,
La rime est facile, mais elle est ma seule flamme.
She is the rhyme of my inner song, to which I ever strife.
J’ai tant voulu pour vous, mais vous m’√™tes devenus inf√Ęmes.
I did love you a bit but your hate was to me like a knife.

Océane est mon seul horizon, le voyage de ma vie
I met Océane at last, who shattered all my doubts.
Car elle croit en moi, comme je crois en elle,
She believes in me, and I live through her,
Toujours plus grand, plus fort, mais de vous, plus aucune envie.
Life with you was dead, for her in my heart joy ever divinely sprouts
Humains vous m’√™tes que boulets, elle… me donne des ailes.
Mortals you were to me cast lead, with her I fly forever.

Alors dommage, pourtant je vous voulais du bien.
The truth was I did like you a bit,
Mais vous n’y avez vu que des chaines ou des liens,
But to thank me you did not find fit,
Mais pour ce que vous faites de vos vies, presque rien,
Your lives without me are not worth a chit.
Sauf la peur de perdre le droit de vivre le médiocre quotidien.
So in fright till your death, just tremble, stop where you are, and sit….

Mais au fond je vous aimerai le jour venu,
If one day to me hopeful you come,
Quand vers moi vous serez revenu,
I will forget you once were dumb,
Vous m’offrirez ou pas votre cŇďur mis a nu,
If you offer your heart alive or numb.
J’ai tant fait pour vous mais soudain je n’en peux plus
My energy for you is dwindling but maybe I will still have a crumb….

Mais puis je vous dire les merveilles d’Oc√©ane ?
But let me tell you the beauty of my gal Ocean.
Ne serait ce que pour l’espoir qui √©mane,
Far beyond any dream legend or notion
De ses yeux, de ses mains, comme en Paradis je fl√Ęne.
In her eyes on her hands I live with emotion
Le d√©sespoir n’existe que si l’on ne s’y condamne.
Despair comes to you only from your own motion.

Alors faute d’avoir su √† ma volont√© vous rendre,
You did not want my love till dear brothers
Saurez vous sentir que je suis devenu tendre,
But my heart is tender for, you dear sisters
Caressez le Cercle, l’espoir qu’il engendre,
If you caress the Circle with hope it colours.
Acceptez d’√™tre Amour au lieu d’√™tre Cassandre
Of Love for you and hell for the others.

MAAGAL ūüėČ

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Two agents and my code-table

Dear Friends!
I hope you are my friends, because I am not sure who is my friend, or hardly what a friend is anymore. I am happy that Jabberwocky seems to have a similar problem because this makes it seem that we are brothers in misfortune. Which would be almost like a friend, I think, or at least I want to be able to trick myself into believing this. I need some sleep, and I can’t sleep when I worry so. Which makes me even more worried.
I don’t know where I am right now, which is by design. I think somebody is scanning my head for specific thoughts, like my location. I have circumstantial evidence that they can read my thoughts. Two weeks ago, two agents disguised as hobos attacked me and pretended to want my wallet. Of course, as we all know, they wanted to know were our secret meeting places are. But I told them nothing! Once they understood I would tell them nothing, they pretended not to be interested in our secret society at all.
When they had taken my wallet, I followed them in order to find out what part of their organization they worked for. It surprised me that they continued playing the hobo-role also when they thought no-one was watching. Or did they know I was watching, and continued to play along only to fool me properly? I watched them live under a bridge for over a day, wasting my money on glue! Such dedication these agents have! Maybe their families are kidnapped to force out such hardships? Despite the feelings of empathy these thoughts brought out, I saw myself forced, for the good of our future planet, to attack these two individuals. I was chocked by my own fury and strength and the utter weakness of these two actors. What training do they get these days? They must have been drafted and quickly thrown into action.
I killed them with my bare hands in a matter of moments. The slow and tedious part was getting rid of their wretched bodies. I managed to separate some chunks of them by kicking and pulling and some biting. I had no tools or weapons. Then, to my luck I found two dogs that showed interest in the bodies. I caught them and tied them up beside the ex-agents, and watched the starved animals eat what little was on these bones for a few hours. I then smashed the ex-agent’s skulls and cracked out the teeth and threw them in different directions. All went into the river and the dogs ran away.
I get little to eat these days, and I am surprised that it did not occur to me to take the example of the dogs. My mind is not what it used to be, and I am not even sure that this thing ever happened, or if it is all a figment of my wild imagination. But how would that explain the enormous amount of blood I had to wash away from my clothes?
Anyway, the hobos are my confirmation that somebody scans my head, since they knew where I was. After this, I have devised a method of keeping track of my whereabouts by using cryptographic messages to myself. I write down my encrypted address and keep it in my pocket. I hide the code-table in a crack of a wall in a dark alley. Then I forget my address by using a concoction I found on the Internet. It works beyond belief but it almost kills me each time. My recent memories are wiped as are some of my other memories and functions. My left hand has stopped obeying my commands and I seem to need to stuff my trousers with whatever napkins I can find these days.
But it is all worth it! But I need some moral support from my allies in this huge struggle!
Where are we all, and how can we ever find out? I don’t even know where I am myself!! (And where is the code-table??)
Help!!
(a shadow of the former) Tintin

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